Yesterday had the dinner party. as I said. I did eat that egg after. LIKE A WOMAN POSSESSED. wtf? Anyway,"only" 120 cals... could be worse I guess.
I had planned to fast today... but again the potatoes. WTF is with me and potatoes?
I ate about 4 cups I think. I really need that kitchen scale. Supposed to be about 650 cals
Supposed to be.
I purged.
I never do that. I hate how it makes me feel. But I felt so full and uncomfortable that I didn't feel like I had a choice. I donno how much I really got up. At least one cup really. Maybe 2. I'm not going to take it off my fitday tho. Rather over estimate than under.
I feel like crap now tho :(
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sorry you're having such a tough day!! purging is the dumps and i feel ya! home you feel better soon :)
ReplyDeleteeverything you've writen in this blog so far reminds me of myself. I only think about food!! ..and i so want a kitchen scale. I also love spending hours in supermarkets. I was starving myself about a year ago, but i tried to get better - put on 7kgs hence I am now freaking out. I've planned my meals for tmro and i think i'm relapsing.
ReplyDeleteI hate purging too - havnt done it in 6months, although i have my moments when i just have to do it.
hope your feeling better!!