Chef Ally

920 cals today, I feel like I'm bursting. While I was eating I figured It was close to 2000, my mental view has become so skewed.

I like to cook, and I cook for my friends a lot. But then I have to eat it. Luckily I always take last (guests first!) and they pig out so fast that they're half done by the time I've tidied up, so no one would notice how little I'd take.

I'd love to have a kitchen scale. How to explain that tho? I don't bake... but I guess I do sometimes. I'm a little obsessed with knowing EXACTLY how much I'm eating. I'd actually go for larger calories, if it means knowing exactly how much (within reason of course).

Had a friend bail on a project we're working on, leaving me with way too much to do. Then had them get MAD AT ME for being upset with them! Blah. Oh well.

Anyway, I sit here as my Cadbury Cream Egg stares at me. The boy bought it for me...