Wow! I have readers :D Hey guys! I'll try to keep posting.
There are two reasons I haven't posted.
1) I've been insanely busy this past week. Hell on earth more like it.
2) I've been ashamed. I've been so busy and so worried about not getting everything done that I've been eating SO FREAKING MUCH.
CW: 126.5 :(
My counciller figured out about my ED, but I'm going to divert that I think.
Also *sigh* major boyfriend issues. I don't love him anymore, and in any other situation I'd have been gone weeks ago. But we live together, and he's... unstable. It will be a huge scene if I even bring up that I want to leave.
I can't really afford rent on this place, but find another place with room for my stuff... ugh. A friend said he'd move with me - he's in a bachelor apt right now and wants to get out as well.
Am I fooling myself by staying?
To make matters worse, me and one of his friends have gotten really close. He's much more my type, we can talk for hours about a ton of subjects.
Ugh. I hate this shit.
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ReplyDeleteMaybe you should stay with a friend for a few days? Figure things out.. Maybe you just need to spend some time away from your bf.. Anyways, good luck! xx from a loyal reader ;)